It’s been a busy month, and nearly 3 weeks since my last outing on the river, so thankfully it was a good one. Spring runoff was in full swing, so I went looking for clear water above Nez Perce Creek on the West Fork of the Bitterroot. The tail water delivered, as I was greeted with clean, green tinted water and willing fish when I got there. I was able to catch some nice sized fish on dry flies for the better part of the afternoon, and didn’t run into another fisherman the entire day.
During the drive up, my mind had been preoccupied with some of the difficulties in my life, difficulties which seemed to be constantly looming on the horizon, just like the dark clouds that filled the sky that day. The weather looked to be gloomy, and I suppose the threat of heavy rain was the reason that very few people had ventured out this day. Around this time though, I noticed a ray of sunshine coming through the dark clouds in the distance. It was shining onto a small portion of a field, and directly in the sun-drenched spot was a young horse rolling around, seemingly having the time of its life enjoying the warmth of the sunshine. Even though dark clouds occupied every other inch of the sky, this little spot was warm and sunny. It occurred to me how easily we let ourselves get distracted by dark clouds on the horizon of our life, when there are rays of sunshine all around us, even in the gloomiest of weather. No matter how cloudy, we just need to find that one random ray of sunshine in the middle of the darkness and go there and enjoy it until the weather clears up I think.
The fishing was simple today. An Adams with a soft presentation seemed to do the trick all day. This 18” cut throat was the largest of the afternoon. 
In an instant, the fatigue and frustrations of the day no longer mattered, nor did the ordeal hike back in the rain that was still ahead of me. I thought about how awesome I felt in that moment, even when compared to smoother days when the fishing seemed easier. I guess our lives are the same. The greatest moments in my life often seem to come during the worst times: an unexpected act of kindness, your child doing something unexpected, or even just the opportunity to help someone else for a minute, instead of just focusing on your own problems. Perhaps it’s just that the good moments feel that much better during hard times. In any case, the reality is that life is one big storm full of challenges, but the real challenge is learning to focus on the good moments going on all around us, even in the middle of a storm.

While getting into my waders and preparing my gear, a family pulled up and got out to look at the water, they appeared to be from out of town. The father walked over and commented, “Man, horrible day for fishing eh.” I replied, “Really? For me this is an awesome day!” He seemed genuinely surprised at my response, and commented that it was bad when compared to 60 degrees. I couldn’t disagree, I guess, and left it at that. I soon was into the water and began to hike further upstream to explore some spots I had noted on google earth this morning. As I hiked, I thought about how interesting it is that two people can be put in the same exact situation, but have incredibly different experiences nonetheless. I concluded that the key is gratitude. While the gentleman I met had considered it a poor day to be outdoors because he was comparing it to a nice summer day, I was grateful to have such a day to fish because I was comparing it to a 10-degree day, or to a crowded summer day on the river when it is tougher to find solitude, or to being in Illinois where there are no mountains or cold trout streams at all. Truly we have the power to experience beauty in all situations, if only we can learn true gratitude for what we have been given. That is something easier said than done, but a truth which I have experienced first-hand.
Rock Creek was kind today, and within the first few casts, I landed a nice 18” cutty on a San Juan. From there, the theme stayed consistent throughout the afternoon; big fish readily taking big flies.
In particular, I was getting into more browns than I am used to for the lower section, with the prize of the day being a 20” brown that was hanging out underneath a downed tree in some fast water, making for a difficult landing. Before leaving, I enjoyed a cold Pepsi while the sun disappeared, and thought about how glad I was that I followed my heart today, rather than the weather.
Winter fishing conditions were nice today on the upper Root, even hitting 30 degrees for awhile. As noted, the afternoon was a bit slow, but things really picked up around 4:00, and ended strong. I caught a few 16″ – 17″ fish on a red san juan, as well as a few on a light stonefly and a midge, all down deep. Throat samples from the fish were full of light colored midges.
